fasting - day 1

"Learn to be grateful in every situation. Every problems can be solved in Him, who give us strength"

well, long time not write ya ^^
this is the 8th day i was home.
i think mom a little bit upset because i just spend my 2 weeks at home, besides i got holiday for 1 month and 2 weeks LOL
i'm sorry mom, i've applied to be committee :)

well, talk about problems, we all have problems.
who didn't? i don't think so.
we all have it.
we should face it.
maybe you think, so easy you can say like that.
that's true :)
sometimes i feel scared and run away from my problems.

but hey, i've realized !
it cause nothing.
it can solved the problems, it just hide it for a while,
but it will come again. When it comes, it will be bigger.
so, there's no reason to run away, rite?

Try to be grateful in every situation. STOP WHINING !
it won't make you feel better.
it will make you feel sad, upset, and minimize your potential.
so, you, grow up! you've chose it, you know the risk.
don't be like a child :)

next, don't you remember?
we have GOD ! our creator ! :D
or maybe you forget Him? well, once? twice? errr, okay. usually.
got it. i did it too :)
but then i realized, i'm nothing without Him :)
i was here because of Him, i can stand here because He gave chance,
i can have all things i used now because Him let me use it for good :)
we are nothing without Him guys :)

first day fasting, hmmmmm..
what do you think about it?
try to handle yourself? keep your heart clean?
that's true :)
but i have desire,
not just at fasting period we act like this.
after it, before it, in whole of our life.
so we can feel God's presence in our life :)

okay enough for today :)
one i want you to remember,
LEARN TO BE GRATEFUL - everything which happened in our life is for our goods :)
STOP WHINING - never make better
REMEMBER THAT YOU HAVE A BIG GOD WHO CAN HELP YOU TO FACE YOUR PROBLEMS - He's gorgeous dude, believe me. Ask for strength from Him, He will lead your way :)



morning, happy fasting
keep blessed :)

last word for you

"everything which happened in your life, either good or bad, has some meaning for your life..maybe you won't understand it now, but at the time, you'll get the point"

i did mistakes.
many.

sorry to my ex-boyfriend. now i know, how much i meant to you.
but it's not the only reason i asked for break up.
i need some time.
you're right, i'm an ungrown girl.
that's why.
i need more time, to learn, to play, to try something new, before i started to enter a relationship.

i'm not ready now.

you must be asking in your mind, "why it's so hard to say it in front of me?"
haha. i don't know. i can't get the words in front of you.
i admit, sometimes you make me scared a little bit. hehe


if you were my mate,
we'll meet again :)

thanks for all, thanks for everything.


p.s : don't watch too much movie, and don't play football manager too much