stick with you :)

I don't wanna go another day,
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
Seems like everybody's breaking up
Throwing their love away,
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

[Chorus:]
Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
See the way we ride in our private lives,
Ain't nobody getting in between.
I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)
And I say

[Chorus]

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need)
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me.
I got you,
We'll be making love endlessly.
I'm with you (baby, I'm with you)
Baby, you're with me (Baby, you're with me)

So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts.
So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

[Chorus x2]

well, i'm singing this song again and again today.
dunno why, i start to thinking about my love's birthday when i sing this song.
gee.i want to make his birthday special, and unforgettable.
what should i do?
i have plan, and it always cross my mind today.
i believe he knows that i love him.
but i want to make sure that he feels how much i love him.
i must stick with him.
i don't want another man, i don't want another guy.

you know, i really wanna sing this song at his birthday.
it's represent what i feel.
but i'm scared, that he won't like it.

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.

i decide to do this, that means i have a secret from him.
it's totally hard for me, but i can do nothing.
till that day, i must keep this.


dear God, YOU know that i love him. YOU know that i wanna make him happy. please, i ask YOU to give me strength, and wisdom. so i can do it well, and he'll happy and know, how much i love him. Amen :)

it's time for TRANS STUDIO :D

kay. i'll start my day with TRANS STUDIO :) opened on September 2009, and i can't go there coz i already at Jakarta on that time.
and yesterday, finally what i wish can be done. go there. paid 100,000 IDR to get in. went there with my daddy, my brother, my sister, and my uncle from Aussie.
here are them. where was I? well, i was the photographer. Daddy let me use his canon 450D (i named it Gabriel. call him Gabe :D). there is a BIIIIG christmas tree there! i really like it! daddy, uncle, and my siblings went to play, but i just looking around. i didn't interested with all the 'kids-thingy' there. all i want just take picture of that place. first time i was curious, why it costs soooo expensive to get in there? well, now i know. i love the interior [lol]. daddy asked me to take his picture with my uncle in front of 'hollywood at the wall'. then i asked daddy to take my picture with my brother :) i just try one thing there. and i paid 25,000 IDR for that.

well, that made me scream. and my brother was laughing at me because of that.the dragon tower.

after that, i didn't want try another freaky-thing there. makes me sick. or maybe i was a coward coz i didn't brave to try it [lol] one i wanna try there. merry-go-round. and again, my siblings laughing at me. (--")
here is some picture from TRANS STUDIO :DD

the ticket box - boom boom car - the adventure's land

the road to get in - the magic corner - the cartoon city - bianglala

kora kora - merry-go-round - the counter which sell big lollipop (T-T)

merlin's tower - spongebob 4D cinema - ghost house - one of the restaurant

my beloved family - i love them , and i believe they love me too ! :D

thanks God, coz YOU gave me that time. thanks God, i can arrived safely in Makassar. thanks God coz i still have chance for being with them. thanks God, YOU gave me them.

i miss him badly ♥

don't know why, gw keingat sama dia malam ini.
it's a long story smpe smuanya bisa jadi kya gini.
i never dreamed myself can be with him.

but now, he stole my heart.
(lebay mungkin, but that's true~ :D)

jadi keingat lagunya Insomnia kan..
"i never thought that i'd fall in love, but it grew from a simple crush..being without you, i was all messed up"
well, that's what i feel right now.

padahal awalnya,
i didn't expect that i can be with him!!
tp yg terjadi yaa .. seperti sekarang ini..

i miss him badly.
tapi gw ga nyesel semua ini terjadi.
dari dia gw blajar banyak,
dari dia gw mulai bisa menemukan siapa diri gw sebenarnya.

thanks God, YOU made me meet him. YOU made all of this happened. i let YOUR plan work on us, and i asked YOUR wisdom for both of us, so we can decide what the best for us, and for our future. Amen :)

new year plan

Thursday, Dec 15th, 2009. i started to think about myself.
what should i do, what can i do.
everything looks different here. i can't be like this anymore.
everything on my mind like... fade away.
i can't be like this. i must change.
and if i want to change, now. it was the right time.

so i started to think about my future.
first, about my study.
next semester, i must try to get 3.7 gpa.
second, i realized that i'm fatter now.
so, no dinner and snack, not since 2010, but since now. (thanks to God, now i'm slimmer ;p)
third, i must be diligent!
practice, learning, trying :)

but for all of that,
i never forget God.
without Him, His plan, and His grace to me, i'm nothing.
thanks God, for all You have done in my life. what You have given to me, that's all not comparable with what i gave to You.
teach me to be Your daughter, give me Your wisdom, so i can choose the best for my life and also my future.
thanks You made me special, thanks You still love me God :)